Daily Archives: July 21, 2013

Yes, I Will Love You

I read something today that struck a chord in me.  And I immediately had a response in my heart.   

If you have lost someone to addiction:

Alcohol, Drugs, Food, Gambling, Or Other Destroying Addictions

You may relate.

Here is what I read:

“Will You”

(click on “Will You”-it is powerful and painful)

Here is what I feel:

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No I won’t hate you.

And I will not dispose of you.

I won’t lose you.

I won’t abuse you.

I can’t.

You don’t give me that choice.

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You do it.

Every day.

You use.

_

Your promise to me meant nothing.

Because you wouldn’t promise your self.

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I value you.

Where you see no value.

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I won’t hate you.

But I hate what you do.

I won’t dismiss you.

But you long ago left me.

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I won’t help you kill yourself.

But you are killing me with you.

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Yes I will.

I will love you.

I will keep you.

I will mourn you.

As I have every day.

Since you chose

A substance

Over love.

Over family.

Over life.

Over you.

Even though you choose to not stop.

I do not choose to stop loving you.

No I do not hate you.

But a little part of me

Hates me

Every day.

Because I can’t stop you from using.

 

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