I decided to sit down and write something brilliant today.
But that would entail having brilliant thoughts.
And like most people, I only see my thoughts as average.
Or maybe that’s not like most people. I guess I wouldn’t really know what most people think about their thoughts. So I can only address the processing of my thoughts.
There are occasions when I let my thoughts run wild…
Not that this is always a good thing. My thoughts don’t always run to the brilliant, witty or fun. Or even safe ….
But they run….
And seem to enjoy the freedom. And that’s when I might benefit from them.
There are also those occasions when I try to reign in my thoughts.
And put them in an order, an order that I specifically want them to be in.
And though this doesn’t always work…sometimes it does. Because organization can be our friend. As long as rigidity doesn’t set in or take over.
I do find I can have brilliant moments. Even if they are rare or unexpected. They come when I am not forcing them. Or chasing them. But when my thoughts naturally open through my senses and willingness to just exist. Without expectations or demands. But with and through experience and awe and eagerness to learn.
When those perfect moments in life happen. When I allow myself to be open and full of zeal for what is…
Are my favorite moments.