I spent an entire day…..right here.
I tried talking myself into doing something.
It seems myself didn’t want to be talked into doing anything.
A perfect day for biking, hiking, and exploring.
And I stayed home.
I avoided the world.
Not for any specific reason.
And I found I had to repeatedly give myself permission.
Permission to not do, to not accomplish, to not make myself be part of the world.
I love doing.
But today….I luxuriated in calm.
In calm nothing.