Today would be a good day to admit my flaws and weaknesses. To divulge those things that I don’t handle well. It would be a good day to point out that when no one can see me frustrated I am punching the up high air. Or kicking the down low air. Yes. I do. And I did today.
Today would be a good day to remind myself to be grateful for being on the end of the phone I was on. Instead of the other end. I did that as well. Truly, I am grateful for that. And feel guilty for the frustration on my end. Though I concealed it well, I did not prevent the feeling.
Today would be a good day to be independently wealthy, decide I need a vacation, and pack up and go. Probably some place very rocky, very wind swept, very isolated. Fresh ocean air.
Today would be an incredible day to avoid speaking what I feel and think. To be quite honest, to avoid screaming what I want to scream and to whom I wish to scream it.
Today would be a perfect day to post on Facebook “I will slap the next person who goes crazy in my presence.”. So I did. Interesting, I am getting a lot of support regarding that.
Today would probably be a good day to point out that I can be negative. So, that’s what I’m doing now.
Today would be a good to point out to myself that I don’t act out on my negative. So, yeah, there’s that.
Today would be a good day to practice restraint and constraint. I am doing so now. Notice my non-cussing words.
Today would be a good day to hang my head low, for a moment, breathe. Release. Accept my non-perfect persona.
Today would be a good day to leave the frustration behind. It doesn’t need carried through the rest of the day. So here, I lie it down,, and walk away.
Today would be a good day to pick up, go on, and do something fabulous. Like live well knowing that not all moments are perfect.
Today is a good day. Knowing not I, nor all of my moments are perfect, but I am perfectly okay with today being a good day.
Today is a good day. Because it is here. I am here. And I did not survive it. I lived it.